My Blue orchid dream !!

I just realized that I was standing & staring at the huge Victorian style iron gate … although full of moss & covered by unmanageable green creeper but somehow it grabbed my curious attention. And whatever shabby state it was in, but indeed it was giving the royal & graceful look to ..whatever.. hiding behind it & raising enough curiosity to peep inside.
An irresistible urge to go inside…I tried hard to open it…and with loud noise it opened
And when I stepped inside …I just thought I’m in heaven….heaven of blue orchid….the garden was in full bloom of blue orchid…….wow what a blue beauty I never felt so good about blue color….the trees were also bloomed with nice tiny little blue flowers & with the soft breeze they were dancing as if matching the rhythm of breeze……no no .. rhythm of that soft flute which was floating like a divine sound all over the garden…and it was not the breeze., it was the divine sound the flowers were dancing to…I got so mesmerized…..I desperately started to search the source of it….I couldn’t … ….And finally I reach to him he was not in this world when I saw him playing the flute…he was looking so heavenly as if he is an angel…and in the blue night with full moon….the rays of moon was just focusing on him….nop showering the soft silver light of the moon just on him…I guess…mesmerized and speechless I sat at his feet without disturbing him…and I just got lost in the heavenly beats of it. In the silver light his heavenly blue colored body was shimmering…his long beautiful fingers were magically playing the flute…and his beautiful closed eyes were just…no words to explain…so pure..so heavenly and beautiful. I felt as if this is what I was looking for my whole life…and it just came true..so close..but so unreachable. I felt as if …if I will try to touch …everything will vanish in thin air….and when I longed for this in my whole life how can I destroy it…..

I sat with closed eyes..for how long I don’t no…I think it was the most beautiful moment of my life…I don’t wish anything more than this…I got everything when I saw him…he is the one I was searching for my whole life… strong urge to talk to him…I wanted to ask him…where have been for so long ??? why did you took so long to meet me??? Who are you really??? I think ..I know you but I don’t recognize you ??but I think I knew all the answers..and If I will ask he will just keep his long finger on my lips and will give me his trademark mysterious smile…and as usual he will say I’m with you all the time..it just that you ignored me…& when he say so I’m puzzled and confused….he always love to confuse me…and again the trademark smile …and I’m still confused deeply thinking how can I ignore him and that too when I loved him for my whole life..IGNORE not possible..thinking that I gave an angry look..I just start walking..when he just stands infront me..but I’m in no mood to talk ..he broke my hurt…how can he do it…but he took my hand and gently pressed it in assurance and softly said I’m with you all the time..come sit here..and I sat..lost in the music of flute…in the blue orchid garden…forever & ever…infinitely

When I came back I thought: Dreams are like romance evergreen and never-ending and as new as it born…fresh like a new bud…like a first ray of a sun…like a new leaf in the spring…..

Dreams give the hope for tomorrow…to look up to something and move ahead in life…
Colorful dreams gives you that zeal to kick start the new day/ phase/innings….the realities of life shatters your faith but a simple dreams drives you away from all the sorrow & unhappiness. I think that’s why I could travel the journey of life …

My dreams are my biggest strength…and I always believed in it or may be because I believed in it, it has given me all the strength to become what I’m today.

In the darkest and never-ending times of sorrows all of us struggle to find the ray of hope…that one ray of hope is what a dream…ya I think so…
That’s why somebody has rightly said that Dreams are renewable. No matter what our age or condition, there are still untapped possibilities within us & new beauty waiting to be born….like it just born in the blue orchid garden….born as if never to fade..never to grow..n just remain as beautiful as it is…giving me a hope that yes there might be some place in this world where I can found my blue orchid garden…I already started my search..……….

.Indeed Dreams unlimited….

Me on spirituality!!

I dont no the big words & scientific definitions...but when somebody says r u spiritual means what?All I was thinking about spirituality is feeling blessed by god!...I have simple funda of living life...We should lead our life in such a way that we shouldnt trouble nybody unnecessary & go out of the way to help others & thats the way my karma will will treat me!!..I followed this funda and in return I feel I'm blessed cause God has came & helped me in some or the other way. May it be anywhere & any place ....few days ago in a crowded supermarket when i accidently enterd in tne wrong billing line & a old couple started fighting with me....considering there age i kept quite for some time but they continued thinking that if i'm not opposing or saying anything means i'm weak or something...no i was not...i was just trying to repect there age..but i just said one thing before leaving that line..you should respect others as well ...thats it ....my patients helped...God heard my words...The manager of the supermarket came from nowahere & took the trolly from my hand & said"Mam I will make sure that Your billing wont take more than 2 minutes & come with me" wow ...& without giving me a chance to speak he simply took trolly from my hand and started walking to main counter..I was simply shocked & followed him .....& in a minute my billing was done...moreover he didnt stop expecting that i should say something to him....he just vanished .......how amazinggggggg.........I feel so blessed I thought God is just somewhere very near to me....just eger to help me !!!! never in my life i felt so blessed...I think thats spritulity.....feeling blessed all the time...

Well what i lernt in my small life is that If i have good intentions in all my actions & if i'm true to my heart & my words I have achiveved the highest level of spritulity because end of the day what God expects from us is to treat all equally ...but it doesn't that mean we should face humiliation, injustice...NO stand for your right infact always stand for what is right....so nguys...believe in what you do & always follow your heart......

On Winter in Amchii Mumbai !!

All that i was missing is my home and the pink winter of pune. yes i'm a puneri girl but to follow my dreams i came to Mumbai two years ago. But as usual i always miss pune and specially the winters in pune.But this year i can experienc the pink winter in Mumbai also. as temperature started flacuating from almost 32 to 20,18,16,10 I started feeling as if i'm in Pune. suddenly I have become more romantic & enthusiastic. The mornings are more chilly ..cold...and i just dont feel like coming out of the quilt...I just feel like cuddling & trying to keep myself warm. and then the ..the golden sun rays gives me all the enthusiasum and inspiration to kick start the day with new zeal...suddenly the romantic songs playing on the bla bla radio station make me go more pink and romantic...n I start feeling..as if this is the most romantc day in my life...isnt it...The sun was never so bright,the mornings were never so fresh...and the birds were never so happy as they are now cause here comes the pink winter...the most romantic season...the heave quilt of fog covers the entire city and thease are the rerest momnts were you can actually see the city as a blank canvas...my imigination start the moment i see the blank pure white canvas through my window while having the kadak hot ginger tea with kadak biscuts (that sounds more marathi than the cookies :) ). I start playing with blank canvas...i start painting the city as per my choice...I create the mini kashmir..with lush green gardens..cheerping birds...small water fountains....even the snow little here and there...and me sitting in that gardan doing my regural Yoga..sesssion...how wonderful....and slowly the sunrays start fading the colors on my canvas...the greenry is fading the snow is melting...and all i could see is the plains taking off from the airports..cause the fog is gome and i can clearly see the airport from my window....but never mind...the momentory dream is enough to give me freshness and spirit to start my day.....thats life...so keep moving..n enjoy the moment