I realised...how many times we have to kill the most loving things..not only things...feelings...emotions...relations which are very close to our heart.Feelings which are genuine but may be not right for the person/situation.And the worst thing is we knew that we have to control or kill your feelings or we have to break all bonds, but is it that easy? We know that its out of our control..we just can't terminate the emotions and feeling like an automatic machine.but we have to do it and what are we afraid of ....many a times the fear of suffering is worst than the suffering itself...isn't it?But we keep walking convincing our self that with time everything will be alright...time is the greatest hillier for all worries...the tried and tested philosophy of our human life....but is it so...does it apply every time? Time is really a hillier for all worries/wounds? there are people out there i am sure carrying the broken hearts and feelings and dreams suffering all their life carrying the baggage of all this and just living the life....is that really a life you call worth living?
I always believed that Life is a wonderful gift...and everyday when we woke up we get a new blank canvas gifted by God so that we can start a new life any moment...any day. I realised the importance of this pattern of day and night and thought...may be not today but tomorrow I can live my life as I want. I can avoid the same mistakes...I can give one more chance to myself....every suffering is just helping me to grow as a strong person...So I decided to kill the most loving thing assuming that may be this is not for me...I have to walk on a different path...so I have decided to kill the most loving thing and ........ just keep walking!!
