Saturday, October 4, 2008

LOVE…..HOPE……DESIRE……PAIN!!!!

It was a strange dream……..I heard a knock on the door…

Tak ..Tak …Tak…, the knock on the door, who is it? Asked the LIFE inside.
Its us Love, Hope and Desire, can we come inside? No, please leave you are knocking the wrong door. The doors are closed for you all three. Here stays a LIFE, separate from the life outside.
Upon hearing this answer they go. Only to come back again

Tak ,Tak Knock on the door, this time love came along with not just hope and desire but pain as well.

The three , changes their appearances and knocks the door. They knew they will get entry by deceiving. They enter and life inside the door changes (although momentary..but it become beautiful by the grace and charm of love)But Pain is still outside the door…waiting silently. The LIFE asks who are you your arrival has made my life beautiful? You have changed my entire life. Love says I’m your “FRIEND” and I came to make your life beautiful .” Friend?” “Which friend “?the LIFE asks again? I’m your new friend and I came to your life because I feel you need me and so do I. Life accepts the explanation and says ”O finally you came…be mine forever and stay with me for the rest of my life”. Upon hearing these words from LIFE…Love feels that it has already committed and possessed by somebody else. so LOVE replies ,” no my dear…..I have to leave I’m not your friend I’m love and I’m possessed by somebody else. I just came here to stop for a while and to check if any feelings left in you. Do you still feel any emotions? And what I have realized is; although the doors were closed for a long time for LOVE, HOPE and DESIRE you and you started living in your own world You still have those feelings deep down….buried somewhere. My job was just to check it out. I did my job and now I have to leave……..with these words LOVE left along with HOPE and DESIRE. The LIFE shatters again…but the PAIN which was waiting patiently outside the door enters inside to give a company to LIFE and closes the door so that nobody enters again.

What does that mean…some things in life are really strange….

Art of putting face


"World is great stage and we are playing different characters"…Shakespeare said so. That touched my heart and I thought isn’t that true…indeed we are playing different characters everyday..every moment. Through our life the journey makes us play different characters..roles..and play around new themes..new plots..new situations..and new places as well. But eventually we become expert in playing all roles and don’t realize the changes it brings to our personality, life. But along with role what we change is face…..the real face and the face to show the world.

But putting up different faces is a real difficult art and can be achieved with great skill and I believe that the intensity of experiences good or bad makes you learn to wear the new faces.But what makes it important to wear a different face?Because your Face is the mirror of your heart,emotions and you can not wear them and show it to the world all the time. With time I felt that its and interesting art to learn to put such face that you show little or no feeling, no expression and many problems will be solved automatically. May be this is not going to work all the time. But I have decided to give it serious try.

Mind v. Heart


“It’s the choices make us what we are;so we should always make right choices” wonderful..a good lession to learn. But are we always able to do that? Many a times we follow our heart knowing that it just going to lead us toward the pain at the end of it. But still we became slave and follow it wherever it goes. We make this this mistake rather a common mistake in our life again and again ;And everytime we get hurt we learn this lession all over. Listen to your heart but take the decisions only by listening to your mind.

When it comes to decide who is right we always tend to blame our mind saying that o its so cruel and heartless to think and take decision by following your mind and ignoring your heart, cause we believe that our heart is the orgin of all our feelings…love, hope, desire, happiness, pain etc.so obviously we try and justify everything that heart says…weather its good or bad, and end up losing hopes…getting hurt…etc .But have we ever stopped doing it?

I’m sure everyone of us has made this mistake of following the heart even when we knew that its not going to work out. Why? Because we all love to take chances in our life..which means we live on hopes..hope of may be it will work for me…but does it? No it doesn’t. Then again we start blaming our heart but we forget that it’s the heart who is suffering the pain..Humans aren’t we expert in blame game J

Many a times we follow the heart and try to achieve the dreams but the journey is not rosy always. …sometimes the road becomes so painful that your feet gets hurt and start bleeding, your mind stops working and surrenders to your heart, and sometimes even the dreams get shattered and when dreams get shattered..your hearts and your hope gets shattered too. Then do we stop? No we walk through those shattered dreams with feet full of blood towards a new dream. Thats the human life and that new hope gives a meaning to live life all over again…isn’t it??